melancholy..

melancholy
adjective
1.	characterized by or causing or expressing sadness; "growing more melancholy every hour"; "her melancholic smile"; "we acquainted him with the melancholy truth"
2.	grave or even gloomy in character; "solemn and mournful music"; "a suit of somber black"; "a somber mood"

noun
1.	a feeling of thoughtful sadness
2.	a constitutional tendency to be gloomy and depressed

It's been a week.. di man halata.. though you see these jolly eyes and this ridiculous smile. that's what im feeling.. Meron kang hinahanap, di mo makita.. Meron kang inaabangan, hindi mo naman masumpungan, Meron kang gustong makausap pero "singtel subscriber not available".. lintek.. para akong pinagdadamutan ng mundo sayo. Nalulungkot ako sa loob ng mundo ko. wala ka kasi eh. physically not! i know ur out there. at ung 6 mins na natitira lang ang paraan para sa sakit kong to. meet me halfway.

kalokohan! T.T