David's Core

Letter from bigboss

2009-03-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

Sa Mga Bros,

I need help in supporting some street children. Pasensya na at di talaga kaya ng budget ko to support their nightly accommodation. I can only accommodate 3. Nakikitulog lang naman sila at umaalis sa araw para kumain sa DSWD. Kaya kung may konting space kayo, kahit sa garahe, you can make a big difference.
To those who are willing to help, just call toll free 1-800-UNICEF-childhelp.

Salamat!!!

See photos of the street children below. It will really melt your heart.

Click here for the pics

parasapanganimnaanim

2009-03-05T01:03:00.000-08:00

sa mga nakalipas na buwan nagi akong masaya
nagi akong panatag at nagi akong malakas
lahat ng ito ay dahil nandyan ka
hindi mo ako pinapabayaan
lagi mo akong inaalagaan
wow ang bait mo talaga

kaya hindi ako nagtataka na nahulog ako sayo
mahal na talaga kita

H6th6! m__m

I dont wanna be rude or something....

2009-03-04T23:40:00.000-08:00

i dont wanna be rude or something but i just cant take the fact that somethings are meant to be ruined. or will be ruined. who knows? how would i know..?im just hoping things would turn out great.

it's hard to hide in a shell.when you cant say things on a setting. when you cant show what you feel just because of publicity. i hate crowds. i really hate some persons just for some particular reason. and i hate some just for the sake of hating someone. and i dont know why.

oh well, this is senseless

damnmthrfckinbastard! t(>_<)

Semi - Disappointment....

2009-03-03T11:14:00.000-08:00

this is a great way to start my then not so good wednesday..

i woke up early with the sound of alarms. i need to get up so i wont be late.. i need to go somewhere and meet someone as usual. long story cut short, after i woke my mother instantly called me and gave me the phone. it was my father with the not-so-good news.

their trip was now Germany and some asian countries only, their not sure when they'll be back in U.S... so what? well it's just that my friggin 800 USD axis pedals are in U.S. and is waiting to be fetched. Darn. this means a long wait.. FUCK!!

I HATE WAITING! i want it shipped.!! but ass, i dont have monies na.. T__T

FUCK

2009-03-03T02:12:00.000-08:00

SO WHAT THE FUCK!

On with the New Nikon D90

2009-02-16T01:46:00.000-08:00

I'm now shooting on the new Nikon D90. GREAT DSLR!

Nikon D90 Key Features

12.9 megapixel DX-format CMOS sensor (effective pixels: 12.3 million)
3.0-inch 920,000 pixel (VGA x 3 colors) TFT-LCD (same as D3 and D300)
Live View with contrast-detect AF, face detection
Image sensor cleaning (sensor shake)
Illuminated focus points
Movie capture at up to 1280 x 720 (720p) 24 fps with mono sound
IS0 200-3200 range (100-6400 expanded)
4.5 frames per second continuous shooting (buffer: 7 RAW, 25 JPEG fine, 100 JPEG Normal)
Expeed image processing engine
3D tracking AF (11 point)
Short startup time, viewfinder blackout and shutter lag
Slightly improved viewfinder (96% frame coverage)
Extensive in-camera retouching including raw development and straightening
Improved user interface
New optional compact GPS unit (fits on hot shoe)
Same battery and vertical grip as D80
Vignetting control in-camera
72 thumbnail and calendar view in playback

from : ~>> http://www.dpreview.com/reviews/nikond90/

NIKON D60 FOR SALE!

2009-02-01T00:31:00.000-08:00

im selling my Nikon D60 DSLR!

10 megapixel DX format CCD (1.5x FOV crop)
Nikon EXPEED processing 'concept' (as per D300, D3)
3D Color Matrix Metering II, 420 pixel sensor
Multi-CAM530 three area AF sensor
New Image sensor cleaning system
Eye sensor (turns off LCD display)
ISO sensitivity range 100 - 1600 plus HI 1 (3200 equiv.)
3.0 fps continuous shooting*, unlimited in JPEG
No status LCD, LCD monitor based status / settings screens (now rotates)
Help suggestions on LCD monitor (eg. scene too dark, try using flash)
Large 2.5" 230,000 pixel LCD monitor
Short shutter lag and viewfinder blackout
Support for SDHC (SD cards over 2 GB in capacity)
In-camera retouching
USB 2.0 with PTP and Mass Storage device support
Very compact, light body
Improved menu user interface
EN-EL9 Lithium-Ion battery (7.2V, 1000 mAh)
New stabilized AF-S DX 18-55 mm kit lens

~>selling it COMPLETE! this includes Body, Lens, Lens Covers, Lens hood, Battery, Batt. Charger, Sunpack Filter, Camera Bag, USB's, CDs, Manuals.
this is still under warranty. bought this May 2008...

~>Hobby Used w/ TLC, still in pristine condition. 12K actuations.

Reason for selling: UPGRADE!

PRICE: 23k..(negotiable) kulitin nyo ako..haha

PM me if interested.

CAPITAL P - F - F - T

2009-01-31T03:21:00.000-08:00

ultimate annoyance...ok im here to RANT!

i just dont get it. why do some people have to talk about issues regarding persons involved with other persons... BLAH! i find it really offensive. well, put yourself in my shoe. you'll get it.
i think it is bad to do such. and i just dont know why some people do it.. was it because of boredom? just for a conversation's sake? well.. what the fuck! weren't you raised well?...

i guess, people these days dont think first before talking or doing an action.
there are things that are meant not to be discussed and there are things that are.
it takes only a matter of choice. self preference and perfect decision.

PFFT... ultimate annoyance..

great thing to start my year..

oblivion..oblivious.. confusing?

2009-01-27T17:41:00.000-08:00

well, i find it confusing on how to deal with such situation. and i find it difficult on what to do and what courses of actions to make.

the scenario:
girl feels bad when you lack effort in giving her enough time and attention.(results in tampo)
girl feels irritated when you give her enough or necessary attention (ex. distress situations)

i ask anoubeh???

labo! (doh)

Check my Deviantart Account!

2009-01-24T18:14:00.000-08:00

Check it HERE!

10-1 things about me before 2009

2008-12-30T21:08:00.000-08:00

10 really random things about me:

I get sick when im too excited.
I never regret.
I worked for everything i have.
I love Mcdonald's Double Cheeseburgers. irresistable.
I survived three days without meals. just Snickers Bars.
My passion is for Arts and Music.
Crunch gives me migraines. haha! but i love it.
I am a fan of brutality.
Sonnet 17 is the best thing i've read.
I want things too much. Impulse buyer.

9 things I want:

An SUV
A unit at Serendra
A Porsche Carrera GT
A Nikon D700
A Nikon D90
An M-14 Rifle
An M-16 Rifle
A ducatti
Laser Gun.. yeah ! alien technology!

8 things I carry/wear/use daily:

Money
My iPhone
An Extra phone
A Knife
My dslr
ATM cards for emergencies. impulse buys hahah..
My fave clothes
Some nice perfumes..

7 things that annoy me:

People with no manners
Loud people
Traffic
Inconvenience
Stupidity
Person's that are narrow minded
Gays that cross-dress..

6 places I've vistited or I intend to:

Greece
Hollands
USA
France
Barcelona
Japan

5 things I want to do before I die:

Sky Dive
Climb Mt. Everest
Go to outerspace
Ask God for forgiveness.
Say I love you to everyone.

4 things I am afraid of:

My Death.
losta ants.
losing someone.
girl friend's father.

3 things I do everyday:

Breathe
Stay Alive
Give love

2 things I'm trying not to do now:

impatient
not finish this. hahaha

1 person I want to see now:

God. i'd like to tell him some.

Steve Smith Clinic...

2008-12-20T00:19:00.000-08:00

"The 30th Anniversary Steve Smith Kit"

a drum clinic held by Mr.Steve Smith himself...

one word... AWESOME!

PHAIL...

2008-12-20T00:13:00.000-08:00

PHAIL!!!

"mini car" daw! mukha ba yang car??? WTF!!!

minsan...

2008-12-15T23:30:00.000-08:00

sometimes i want things to go *BOOM*. but suddenly i miss.

sometimes i just let it pass. but cant stop chasing moments

sometimes i can't stand thinking about things. but i still do.

sometimes i don't know what to do. but i still managed.

sometimes i won't care. but i kills me not to think of you

sometimes i will not look. but my heart sees everything hears everything feels everything

sometimes i just want to forget about everything. but i cant.

sometimes i just want to reformat my system. but im just a human.

i guess i'm now out of your league.

2008-10-31T00:24:00.000-07:00

WELL FUCK YOU THEN!

weh..

2008-09-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

im here again blogging things coz honestly, i dont want to tell this straight.
not that im scared nor unsure... i just dont.but here goes..

lately, i'm missing the things we do.
the place we hang out everytime we have breaks that are lined up.
and how it feels to be with you.

im not sure if things are alright. or if things had gone a bit strange...

one thing is for sure. im missing you a lot.
it feels sad when i dont get that usual morning messages from you.
it feels sad when i dont recieve that "wala lang" message from you.
and it feels sad when i dont even recieve a single message for a day from you.
because we usually burn lines for hours.

i know its finals term already and ur busy..so as i...
i understand that. maybe im still not used to that..i bet im still adjusting.

i've became paranoid already and i really do wish that things go back as it is.
>_<

¡¡ʞıɹɐʍıʇɐd

2008-09-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

¿noʎ ʇnoqɐ ʍoɥ ˙˙pǝʇɹǝʌuı sı ʇxǝʇ sıɥʇ ʎɥʍ ƃuıɹǝpuoʍ ɯı

kung pwede lang...

2008-09-08T14:46:00.000-07:00

kung pwede lang magbura ng mga tao sa buhay ko ginawa ko na.. kaso hindi ko kayang sikmurain na itatapon ko nalang ng ganun ung mga pinagsamahan. may halaga paren yun at naging parte na ng pagkatao ko. minsan masakit din pala na hindi mo makausap ung taong minsang kinagiliwan mo.

dalhin mo na lang ang aking puso sayong paglisan

2008-08-29T14:48:00.000-07:00

It's late at night and neither one of us is sleeping
I can't imagine living my life after you're gone
Wondering why so many questions have no answers
I keep on searching for the reason why we went wrong

Where is our yesterday
You and I could use it right now
But if this is goodbye

Just take my heart when you go
I don't have the need for it anymore
I'll always love you, but you're too hard to hold
Just take my heart when you go

Here we are about to take the final step now
I just can't fool myself, I know there's no turing back
Face to face it's been endless conversation
But when the love is gone you're left with nothing but talk

I'd give my everything
If only I could turn you around
But if this is goodbye

Just take my heart when you go
I don't have the need for it anymore
I'll always love you but you're too hard to hold
Just take my heart when you go

Freedom Anniv gig

2008-08-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

great succeess!!!!!!!!! ewan ko pero natuwa ako sa performance namin... hahaha!

mother trucker...

plurky plurky

2008-08-22T14:49:00.000-07:00

Plurk.com

BLIND ITEM!!!! NO.1

2008-08-22T04:36:00.000-07:00

CLUE: " a friend in need is a friend indeed "

bwahahaha!!!!

Para kay Jingjing..

2008-08-21T01:22:00.000-07:00

I miss you when something really good happens
because you’re the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me
because you’re the only one who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry
because I know you’re the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time

but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night
and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other,
for those were some of the best and memorable times of my life.

Pangz ! eto ka! hahaha!

2008-08-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend? How many hours a week does it entail? Stupid questions that have no answers! A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone or how many hours they hang out together. It’s not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at or how many inside jokes they have. There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend or tell each other every little detail. A best friend is a matter of opinion. It’s the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things or the little things. It’s the person that you call when you’re at your absolute worst. It’s the person who saves you when you didn’t even notice that you needed saving. Mostly, it’s the person who accepts you for who you are and the person that you’re becoming.

Fuck im drunk...

2008-08-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

nabasa ko sa shirt ni chino...

malay ko bang sasabihin ko din un bago ako umuwe?hahaha!
anyways, i-checheck ko na sa listahan ko ang crown royal... canadian whiskey! natikaman ko na eh

hahaha!!!

wasak!tangina...

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w\E2735B123454G+92+39+`~~~

MotherFuckers....

2008-07-27T21:01:00.000-07:00

MOTHERFUCKERS!!! excellent!! hahaha

Nothing but polyethylenes...

2008-07-27T20:58:00.000-07:00

lintek..magsama kayo! bwahahahhahahahahahahahahhhahahahaha!!

my redemption lies in your demise - randy blythe

MARIA OZAWA UNCENSORED!!!!

2008-07-27T05:59:00.000-07:00

guys...fuckin' check these!

Screenshot
http://xil.in/5980

Download Mariaozawauncensored.zip (43.21 MB)
http://xil.in/5978

PIG DESTROYER !

2008-07-25T15:19:00.000-07:00

1. Rotten Yellow

(The body of Christ…the body of Christ…the body of Christ…the body of Christ…the body of Christ…the body of Christ – Mommy they're coming...)

Stench of solvent
Covers stench of rot
I didn't even recognize her
Like a painting
A masterpiece torn to pieces
And set to flame
Her own cells
Turned on her
Her skin
Is yellow
Like the wildflowers
In July
She asks me how she looks
And I tell her
That she's as lovely as the vultures
As pretty as the larvae of the fly
Pretty as the larvae of the fly

2. Jupiter's Eye

Doomed lovers in a free fall
Together till they crash to the ground
I long for my sweet disappearer
As this avalanche of night
Slides down
Black haired angel by the bonfire
With alien eyes divine they flicker a moment
In the flames then follow the smoke
Into the sky
It's like losing a limb
This agonizing goodbye
My dreams of her are violent
All swirled in red
Like the storm in Jupiter's eye
All swirled in red
Like the storm in Jupiter's eye

3. Deathripper

I hold your hand in mine
The rest of you is scattered
All over
Your rib cage is open
Like a great white's jaws
Your legs
Look so sexy out of context
Out of context

4. Through Crime Spree

Increase the dose diminish the high
A smile is a pipe dream suffering aged like wine
Aged like wine
Coughing up blood
With my mind on fire
Juggling switchblades on a high
Tension wire
I don't have any scars
Only dormant wounds
That crack like fault lines
I only have
Five thoughts anymore
And four of them
Are of you
Body bursts and leaks
Like a trash bag
Into the gutter
And the grave
And the grave

5. Cemetery Road

Soul wreckage burns
On the road to the cemetery
The only road there is a
Dam of corpses
Is holding back
The Potomac
And they're still throwing bodies on
A gaping hole
Has been torn
In reality
And I swear I can see right through

6. Lesser Animal

Got no use
For psychiatry
I can talk to the voices in my head for free
Mood swings like an axe
Into those around me
My tongue is a double agent

(And and uh he heard the screaming and flesh burning and he he was running himself and he saw this young man that mocked him so much and he saw him on fire and he pulled him away from the blaze and he was nothing but charcoal he said his hands were frozen up he had uh nothing left but his eye balls his ears were gone, his nose was gone everything was gone)

7. Phantom Limb

It came to me in my sleep
Green light spilling from its mouth
All over me
Laughter that sounds like metal scraping
Eyes like a pair of atoms splitting
Face like a funhouse mirror twisting
I put my hand
Up to the wall and it passed right through
I put my hand
Up to the wall and it passed right through
You should've been there
You could've come with me

8. Loathsome

Let the dead rot
Where they fall
You know sometimes I need a crutch
Just to crawl
So
Loathsome
So loathsome down inside
My heartstrings
They ain't yours to pull
Cops in latex gloves trying
To search my skull
So
Loathsome
So loathsome down inside
I feel
So loathsome
Down inside
Rancid junk-thought
Elephantitus of the mind
Rancid junk-thought
Elephantitus of the mind
This is my
Escape art
Exhibition
This is my
Escape art
Exhibition
Escape art
Exhibition
Escape art
Exhibition
And I'm never coming back

9. Heathen Temple

Beliefs must evolve or face extinction
Shed dogma like snakeskin
No need for confession
Or astral projection I survive on the primal instinct within
Even a loving
God
Is still a master
Even a loving
God
Is still a master
Spare me your fear
All these childish superstitions
I've spent decades
Trying to purge your swill
From my system
God is in the mirror
Not hiding in the skies
This heathen temple
Will stand tall
Till the day I die
Till the day I die
Till the day I die
This heathen temple will stand
Tall

10. Fourth Degree Burns

Her touch is electric caresses like storms
Pleasure at the threshold
I see everything sour before it's ripe
Tomorrow she'll step on that plane and disappear
But tonight her lips are real
And kissing
Like a head on collision

11. Alexandria

Strange tension in the harbor tonight
I watch the rich girls down on Duke St. pass me by
That pass me by
Now the nausea's
In my guts
And I'm wrestling with doubt
The kind you get when your heroes
Sell you out
And as I watch the drawbridge come down
There's mass extinction
On my mind
Extinction on my mind
Extinction on my mind
Extinction
On my mind
Human cruelty stains my thoughts jet black
I've got this feeling
Like things have gone too far and now we can't get back

12. Girl In the Slayer Jacket

The girl in the Slayer jacket
Gave me my first kiss
When I was in the seventh grade
She used to smoke
Weed with my older sister
In the woods behind the arcade
The woods behind the arcade
She had thick skin
But if you cut her
The wound
Would bleed forever
She would bleed forever
She
She would bleed forever
She hung herself
From an overpass
Down in McLean
Where the old trees loom
(her parents tried to sue Slayer they blamed her)
Her parents
Tried to sue Slayer
They blamed her boyfriend and PCP
But the truth is her eyes
Had been dead since she was five
She just hadn't disposed of her body

13. Waist Deep In Ash

I never could escape you
Your wings forever
In silhouette of the sun
Climbing
The mountain
She's wearing her latest victim on her arm
Hurry up
My disguises don't last long
They don’t last long
Scan the room for exits
Granite pulverized in a clenched fist
We're making out in the landfill splashing around
Waist deep in ash
Waist
Deep
In
Ash
And in my crawlspace of a heart
There's no rancor
Like rats
Like rats
There’s rancor
Like rats
Like rats

14. The Machete Twins

Shannon's got an eye
For shallow graves
And a stomach
That can handle all the gore
Her sister Lucy's in charge
Of selection (of selection)
Seduction (seduction)
And complete lack of remorse
They'll take his wallet
Down to the mall
For the jewelry
And the perfumes they adore
Then they'll drive
Out to Route Five
And leave his carcass by the reservoir
They got cornered last year
Down in a Nashville hotel
The girls
Had to chop a whole S.W.A.T. team to pieces

15. [Untitled Bonus Track]

from: http://www.darklyrics.com/lyrics/pigdestroyer/phantomlimb.html#1

OH MY GOD FIVE TIMES....

2008-07-23T21:36:00.000-07:00

lintek, may rumor na mag O-OH MY GOD FIVE TIMES daw si madam auring mamaya sa thursnight sando party!

GNARLY!!!!!!

FRIGGIN HOT!!!!

DANG!!!!!

whew... wag naman sana!

OT: gusto ko manood nung "THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL" wawaweewa!!!

What Camera are you ?

2008-07-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

What type of Camera are you?

Canon

You're the archetype Canonite. A sucker for high performance, big lenses and fast money. Never mind what the brand is called, you know what you need and go for it. Your knowledge of Photography is immense, You probably know more than all the text books in addition and like to show it.

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BADTRIP KA!

2008-07-22T03:36:00.000-07:00

oo ikaw!

YEAH MHEN!

odio el número dos

2008-07-17T23:55:00.000-07:00

i hate it when people gets mad at me mistakenly...

Scenario: oi galit ako sayo. kasi ganito,ganyan, sabi ni ano, sabi ni ganyan blah blah blah...
"wala naman proof, hindi naman nag investigate, hindi man lang kinuha muna
ang side ko, bigla na lang magagalit"

talkin about bullshit eh?

odio el número uno

2008-07-17T23:51:00.000-07:00

i hate it when someone befriends mo just for personal gain...

scenario: Oi friends tayo, "favor naman" gawin mo naman to para saken.. ^_^

pag nagawa ko na ung pabor, POOF! she/he became coco crunch.

wala/none/nada... for short manggagamit lamang.

boom! headshot!

PLURK EXPERIENCE!

2008-07-16T02:46:00.000-07:00

http://plurk.com/redeemByURL?from_uid=273822&check=-306778279&s=1

RESPECT..WALK..WHAT DID YOU SAY?

2008-07-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

bs.whatever you want to call it

2008-07-05T18:59:00.000-07:00

I'll write all the things you are today
And it won't be easy cause it will bother your way

I'm sorry for caring for you
I'm sorry...
And it hurts falling for you

She won't understand
She puts her mind on what she knows
She won't know anything
She won't know everything

You are breaking me out
You don't have a chance too see
Your words tear a thousand pieces
And it falls all over me
Can we make up for it?
You wont make up for me
You go on your way
And listen to things that you want to hear.

-she wont understand, lyrics ng emo song na saktong saktong tumunog para sa araw na to linggo, july 6 2008

Tag of war?

2008-07-05T17:37:00.000-07:00

kelan pa naging masama ang mangarap?

ang hinangad ko lang naman eh maging kaibigan ko xa tulad ng pagkakaibigan naten.

hindi naman kita inaangkin..malaya ka alam mo yan.

hindi din naman kta ipinagdadamot.. may sarili kang buhay.

sana maintindihan nyo ako...

wala akong laban sa inyo at wala dn akong balak lumaban.

minsan naisip ko na ayoko na. minsan naisip kong magalet sayo.

pero hindi ko magawa kasi mahal kita.

may respeto ako sayo at alam ko ung mga utang na loob ko sayo.

umaasa paren ako na bumalik tayo sa dati..

dios na lang ang bahala... kung meron.

injured ang pinakamagaling na drummer sa mundo...

2008-07-01T05:55:00.000-07:00

injured ako..

3 hours drumming...

-1 hr techniques.. 1hr jamming ... 1hr blast endurance

hindi pa ako natuwa.. nag treadmill ako for 2 hours..

deprived sa oxygen plus lactic build up. = CRAMPS..

pero nakatugtog pa ako sa freedom.. annihilation! hahahah

syet ang saket..

10 Commandments

2008-06-23T17:03:00.000-07:00

1.We are the brewrats, your only Republic
2.Thou shalt not listen to others before us
3.Thou shall spread the bobonic plague passionately
4.Remember to keep 9pm-12mdnyt mon-thurs in your heart
5.Honor thy papaya & marang fruits
6.Thou shall not buzz brewrats ym
7.Thou shall bring bribe to the brewrats regularly
8.Thou shall not keep blade,ropes & hollow blocks.
9.Thou shall not bear false witness against other brewster
10.Thou shall be panex after people of the philippines unless your gay.

from dj tado..

solomon david cook

2008-06-06T20:06:00.000-07:00

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m a part of you indefinitely
girl, don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby..

mis na kta!

letter to someone..

2008-03-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

I loved you since the day we've met. I loved you the day after and
after the other.. You became my light, my energy and my driving force.

You sustained hope in me as i go by living my life.

I dreamt of having you, i dreamt of being with you always.

You're my inspiration. You're my everything. You're my life.

I know that I'm a nobody, i know that i cant give you anything.
I may not be you're everything.

All i know is that i'll be loving you forever.
I cared for you more than anything i cared for.

Give me a chance to love you more.
You're all that i ever wanted.
My humble heart can tell.

The Night I would not forget!

2008-02-17T05:32:00.000-08:00

this would be the night , that i wont forget! why ? because i almost thrashed my iphone!!
what the hell did i do?

i tried to upgrade it! t'was around 11pm feb 18 2008 when something triggered me to do so..
i backed up all my files and went on!..as i was upgrading it! an alert popped out!

"iphone restore failed, unknown error,," (FUCK!)

that moment i heard that alert. fuck i tell you! i got frozen for about a minute or so!!.. i was blankly staring at my pc's monitor and saying "tangina," all through out...

what i did? i quickly posted my query at philmug!... everyone tried to help. but to no avail.. no one at that moment did solve my problem...

2hours akong balisa! i even called raquel.. coz i tell you i dont know what to do.. i needed an exhaust.. whew!..

then i almost gave up!.. i said.. last na to! i'll try all the methods that i could think of..then i saw " 1 Private message" i opened it and it was from Clemente( a philmug forumist)

he offered to help me, and i...as innocent as i am, did ring his no. and we talked about it.. after figuring out what happened.. we finally did came up with a solution. thank god! it worked!...

i am now happy! and satisfied.. and VERY THANKFUL! that i got this 30k plus phone fuckin workin again! goodnight!:D

melancholy..

2008-01-05T21:03:00.000-08:00

melancholy
adjective
1.	characterized by or causing or expressing sadness; "growing more melancholy every hour"; "her melancholic smile"; "we acquainted him with the melancholy truth"
2.	grave or even gloomy in character; "solemn and mournful music"; "a suit of somber black"; "a somber mood"

noun
1.	a feeling of thoughtful sadness
2.	a constitutional tendency to be gloomy and depressed

It's been a week.. di man halata.. though you see these jolly eyes and this ridiculous smile. that's what im feeling.. Meron kang hinahanap, di mo makita.. Meron kang inaabangan, hindi mo naman masumpungan, Meron kang gustong makausap pero "singtel subscriber not available".. lintek.. para akong pinagdadamutan ng mundo sayo. Nalulungkot ako sa loob ng mundo ko. wala ka kasi eh. physically not! i know ur out there. at ung 6 mins na natitira lang ang paraan para sa sakit kong to. meet me halfway.

kalokohan! T.T

KFC shirt!

2007-12-26T04:23:00.000-08:00

i made a KFC shirt for limitado! check it out! hahaha..

Cuzn' Emo

2007-12-23T19:38:00.000-08:00

we spent our xmas at our lola's house at southwoods.. and it's true! laguna just got to be the "emo capital of the philly!"
what's not is that this cuz of mine wasnt like that a year ago... hahah! maybe the virus got him before christmas! god save the humans!!

JAGUAR ONE COPY? ...COPY JAGUAR TWO...

2007-12-11T22:31:00.000-08:00

good day! wala lang..natawa lang ako dito sa classmate kong to.! huling huli kong nangongopya ! wahahah...

oh i remember the days!!

The iPhone Experience! :D

2007-12-01T02:55:00.000-08:00

I am proud to be an Apple iPhone owner now! wahahah... this Gizmo cost me a fortune!
and as i know.. i am the 168th person to have an iphone here in the philippines(see philmug iphone roll call)..hihihi..this baby has an 8 GB capacity..cellfone, internet device and ipod as well..this is still running on a 1.0.2 firmware for the moment.. i'm gonna upgrade it soon as i recover from my expenses!
cheers!

What comes out of the box:
[IMG]http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc108/davidkeso/01122007002.jpg[/IMG]
[IMG]http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc108/davidkeso/01122007001.jpg[/IMG]

Charging time!
[IMG]http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc108/davidkeso/29112007001.jpg[/IMG]

Inside Leather Case..
[IMG]http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc108/davidkeso/01122007.jpg[/IMG]

It Says APPLE!
[IMG]http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc108/davidkeso/01122007003.jpg[/IMG]

Me and my precious...
[IMG]http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc108/davidkeso/01122007004.jpg[/IMG]

The way to do it!
[IMG]http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc108/davidkeso/01122007008.jpg[/IMG]

Paparazzi time!
[IMG]http://i215.photobucket.com/albums/cc108/davidkeso/01122007007.jpg[/IMG]

pork siopao

2007-10-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

ayayay! i feel sad.. always got to talk to her... its just that i really miss her alot..
i wish i could share this feeling to her.. i know she knows... and she knows i know..
frankly, i hate this feeling.. very disturbing! i cant focus, i cant concentrate, i cant do things i usually can!... i just hope i miss her and thats ok! but not to the point that i am partly dissabled, impaired or whatever word that suites your friggin taste!

i still believe that that day would come.. :D

pathetic..!

2007-10-20T02:52:00.000-07:00

well... after ten years.... kagabi ko lang napanood ang titanic.. pathetic enough ??

sundae

2007-10-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

how i miss the sudays... actually there are two types.. the early ones and the late sundays...

i loved the early..but i liked the latter...wowoweewaa! am i making any sense here ?

I SIMPLY HATE YOU...

2007-09-26T04:44:00.000-07:00

you know why?

coz i simply do... and i mean it!

THE?!??!?

2007-08-25T21:21:00.000-07:00

LOVE STORY

We' ve been friends for a long time ago. We come from the same alma
mother. Actually, our paths crossed one time on another. But it's only now
that I gave him a second look. I realized that beauty is in the eyes. The
pulpbits of my heart went fast, really fast. Cute pala siya. And then, he
came over with me.
He said, "I hope you don't mine. Can I get your number?"
Nag-worry ako. What if he doesn't give it back? He explained naman na it's
so we could keep intact daw. Sabi ko, "Connect me if i'm wrong but are you
asking me ouch?"
"The!?!!??". .. ang sarcastic na sagot nya.
Aba ! The verb! Parang siya pa ang galit! Persona ingrata!!! Ang kapal
niya! I cried buckles of tears.
Na-guilty yata siya. Sabi niya, isipin mo na lang na this is a blessing in
the sky. Irregardless daw of his feelings, we should go ouch na rin.
Now, we're so in love. Mute and epidemic na ang past. Thanks God we
swallowed our fried. Kasi, I'm 33 na and I'm running our time. After 2
weeks, he plopped the question. "Will you marriage me?" I'm in a state of
shocked. Kasi mantakin mo, when it rains, it's four! This is true good to
be true. So siyempre, I said yes. Love is a many splendor.

Pero nung inaayos ko na ang aming kasal, everything swell to pieces.
Nag-di-dinner kami noon nang biglang sa harap ng aming table, may babaeng
humirit ng, "Well, well, well. Look do we have here." What the fuss! The
nerd ng babaeng yon! She said they were still on. So I told her, whatever
is that, cut me some slacks! I didn't want this to get our hand kaya I had
to sip it in the bud. She accused me of steeling her boyfriend. As is!!! I
don't want to portrait the role of the other woman. Gosh, tell me to the
marines! I told her, "please, mine you own business!" Who would believe
her anyway?

Dahil it's not my problem anymore but her problem anymore, tumigil na rin
siya ng panggugulo. Everything is coming up daisies. I'm so happy. Even my
boyfriend said liketwice. He's so supportive. Sabi niya, "Look at is this
way. She's our of our lives."

Kaya advise ko sa inyo - take the risk. You can never can tell. Just burn
the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake,
we'll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I
second emotion.

Sinceringly you're,

Gorgonia Rothgam

Pantera - I'm Broken

2007-08-05T01:53:00.000-07:00

I wonder if we'll smile in our coffins while loved ones
Mourn the day, the absence of our faces, living, laughing,
Eyes awake. Is this too much for them to take?

Too young for ones conclusion, the lifestyle won.
Such values you taught your son. That's how.

Look at me now. I'm broken.
Inherit my life.

One day we all will die, a cliched fact of life. Force fed
To make us heed. Inbred to sponge our bleed. Every
Warning, a leaking rubber, a poison apple for mingled
Blood. Too young for ones delusion the lifestyle cost
Venereal Mother embrace the loss. That's how

Look at you now. You're broken

Inherit your life.

sheeshzzzz...

2007-08-04T21:52:00.001-07:00

punyeta... anong meron sa araw na to at napaka walang kwenta ?!?!?!?!??

sheeshzzzz...

2007-08-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

punyeta... anong meron sa araw na to at napaka walang kwenta ?!?!?!?!??

Inocente de Ti

2007-07-15T22:54:00.000-07:00

It was monday afternoon and i just got home from skool... i caught my mom watching inocente de ti... so i got the hang of watching it too.! hehe.. and as i was watching it..something bit me... i got this kilig feeling about this main actress... and at first i dont know why,,all i know is that she is an instant crush!!! i was stunned...later on, i asked my self..."baket ko kaya naging crush?"
then came the best part! i suddenly thought of tonidear... hehe! then i said.. "sabi na eh!" thats it! kaboom.. she looked like tonidear... hahaha! then i said "kaya naman pala eh, kaya pala i went gaga hahaha"... the end! Oink!

the mall tour...

2007-07-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

Sa-turu-deii-ee:

hapon, mga 6pm ata ? nagplano kami ni toni kung paano bukas (w/c is sun-dey-yuu)..
we all agreed at 2pm! wether trinoma or megamall...

Sun-Dey-yuu:

i woke up early! 9am!(early pa ba un ?) hahaha... i was just sloppy that time.. chillin in my room! kinakarir ung onegun of lamb of god! hehe... maaga pa eh.. then moments after, my dear started texting me kowts... i said to my self..time to get ready! un pala.. tulog pa ung iba.. tapos others arent sure if they'd come! shet... buti na lang natuloy..4pm nga lang.. hehe

The Tour:

we met at concepcion church! andun ako before the mass even started..then wala pa sila.. so i started texting them... un pala they are on their way na! hahaha.. after minutes, toni dear texted me..."d2 na kme sa harap,sa may pinto" ,,, nung una na lito pa ako kasi nakaharap ako sa pari..so i looked infront! i was searching for them not knowing na ang meaning nung harap eh harap ng church! so pinuntahan ko na sila.. then after the mass.. nag taxi kami papuntang megamall... we strolled for how many minutes..then we ate at shakeys! dang! busog ako... haha mahina kumaen mga kasama ko eh.. tapos gala gala.. nagpunta naman kasi sa shangrila! dun sa tabi lang.. aun.! walk talk walk talk... im very happy! walking with her..talking to her... i felt simple perfection right beside her.. too bad i cant hold her hands.. hehehe! after nyan nag cubao naman.. dapat sa gateway! kaso its too late na! so we went to eastwood city.. there ganun paren! walk talk.. i felt a different joy with her.. ihihiihihi...(malandi ako eh) tapos aun! nung nalibot na namin ung eastwood..nag antipolo kami sa overlookings..hehe right beside samson apartelle! wow.. is it theirs ?hehehe... dapat mag ccloud nine kami.. too bad raqz mom called... saying that it is late.. and she told that we are on the way home...aun! so we went home...i dropped at bay-3. took the trike not knowing na kilala ako nung driver.. haha nagulat ako alam nya ung bahay namen.. hehehe.. so aun! eto ako typing my day ! it was fun, annihilating.. pero tingin ko bitin.. i havent said the words iv been planning to say... shet the rats! haha.. i didnt wori, coz i know therell be a time for it.! thats all... hehehe.. =)

Meron talaga....

2007-07-13T18:47:00.000-07:00

Meron talagang mga bagay sa mundo na nangyayare na lang... meron naman pinaplano...
pero paano ung mga gusto mong gawin ? pinaplano ba un o mangyayare na lang?... tingin ko tanga ka pag hinayaan mo na lang mangyare... kasi may punto sa buhay natin na nagkakaron ng twist nung mga bagay na hinahayaan mangyare..in short...wala kang ginawa.. tamad ka... nanonood ka na lang, hinihintay mo maubos ung oras.. hanggang mangyare un... in the end? wala ka nang magagawa... nangyare na eh..sa ayaw mo o sa gusto mo.. so, paano kung pinaplano mo ? siempre ibang usapan un..planado nga eh... mas may chance na in favor sau ang mga mangyayare.. ur quite in control.. pagdasal mo lang na wag pumalpak ung plano mo...
kaya ako! magpplano ngaun! sana umepek! syet!

alam mo...

2007-07-04T22:23:00.000-07:00

dati mula ng magkaron ako ng sarili kong isip.. sabe ko sa sarili ko na... " kahit anong mangyare, no regrets..." kc part ng plan un sa buhay ko... dati un, years passed... dami kong naexperience. pero bawat experience na un pilit binabago yang pagiisip kong ako si mr. no regrets.. parang bawat bagay na dumadaan sa buhay ko gusto kong baguhin. gusto kong gawan ng paraan... na dedepress tuloy ako.. putangina kasi eh.

as of now, no regrets parin naman eh... parang gusto ko lang iregret! alam mo un? prang its time to pick a stick!... choose what u have to... tangina kasi.... dapat kasi hindi na lang nangyare eh...
dapat hindi ko na pinursue ung pangarap na un.. alam ko naman na malabo.. so eto ako ang masasabe ko lang.. pakshet!

masama loob ko sau...

2007-07-03T17:52:00.000-07:00

hmp!! baket...

21

2007-07-02T18:31:00.000-07:00

anak ng topa! bente ono na ako!! hahaha

LOVE TEAM

2007-04-05T13:46:00.000-07:00

di...di naman talaga
Tayo mag-sinta
Pero gusto nila
Kahit ayaw mo
Bagay raw tayo
di naman totoo
Mga yakap mo
Pang-eksena lamang ito
di nila alam
Na nababaliw na ako sa iyo
di ko na yata kaya to
Ang aking lihim na pakay
Ay ang lahat na ito'y gawing tunay

Chorus
Sana wag mo kong sisihin
Kung di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit di naman seryoso
Sana ay magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito

Si...sinungaling ka
Kapag may tao
Ay nilalambing mo ako
Ngunit pag wala
Ay sumasama
Turing mo sakin
Ay parang hangin
Bitin na bitin
di nila alam
Na sa dulo ng tagpo
di na patok mga linya mo
Nag-iiba ang iyong asta
Hanggang sa susunod na eksena

Chorus
Sana wag mo kong sisihin
Kung di ko kayang pigilin
Sabi mo na mahal mo ko
Ngunit di naman seryoso
Sana ay magkasingkulay
Ang drama at tunay na buhay ko
Ang tanging pag-asa ko
Ay nasa tambalang ito

Sana'y magkatotoo..

my god...

2007-03-08T16:16:00.001-08:00

kung alam mo lang...haay!

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's your's and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

haha! sakto pa yang kantang yan!

Dibale na lang!

2007-03-08T15:48:00.001-08:00

nyehehe..buhay nanaman ang multiply ko! fully loaded!

never failed

2006-11-02T06:51:00.000-08:00

THIS PICTURE NEVER FAILED TO MELT MY HEART

champs once more

2006-10-02T17:12:00.000-07:00

GO USTE!!!! CHAMPIONS KAMI!!! WUHHOOO
LASANG AGILA!!!

2006-09-15T18:09:00.000-07:00

Kung ika’y magiging akin

Di ka na muling luluha pa

Pangakong di ka lolokohin

Ng puso kong nagmamahal

Kung ako ay papalarin

Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin

Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin

Magpakailanman

[chorus]

Di kita pipilitin

Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin

Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo

Para sa akin

Kung ako ay mamalasin

At mayron ka nang ibang mahal

Ngunit patuloy ang aking pagibig

Magpakailanman

Kung ako ay papalarin

Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin

Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin

Magpakailanman

Para sa akin

Life's Different faces

2006-09-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

Hello! you might be surprised! hahaha! pero un talaga ang gusto kong gawin...

this idea just popped out of my mind...i hope you like it!

SCENE ONE: Serious
I like this shot!

SCENE TWO: Robin Padilla Mode
Eto ung maangas na kuhang gusto ko...

SCENE THREE: Telenobela mode
Pare high ka ata ?

SCENE FOUR: COMEDY
JARAAAN!!!

SCENE FIVE: THE TEENY BOPPER
a sweet smile from a sweet person!!

SCENE SIX : Maalaala mo kaya ?
huhuhuhuhu!! baket? baket? ?

do i ?

2006-09-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
The wind would whisper and I'd think of you
And all the tears you cried, that called my name
And when you needed me I came through

I paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

We've had our share of hard times
But that's the price we paid
And through it all we kept the promise that we made
I swear you'll never be lonely

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
'Cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

this life

2006-09-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

i wonder why this poster looks like this...hmmmm?

i wonder

miskona

2006-08-13T16:30:00.000-07:00

UCHIE!!!

AMISHU!!!

SNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!!!

2006-06-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

DAWG!!

its my day... im invincible...

ganyan talaga...masaya ha...

2006-06-12T20:28:00.000-07:00

haay buhay,,,

patapos na ang bakasyon namin... sa thursday pasukan na namin.. pero hanggang ngaun hindi parin ako enrolled...

wala rin naman akong magawa sa bahay kung hindi 2munganga, magtext, magtelebabad, at mag ingay dun!.. napepeste na nga ung mga kapit bahay namin sakin eh. awa ng dios hindi pa nila ako "ulet" pinapapulis.. mga lecheng un! mga inggittero kasi eh.walang magawang maayos sa buhay.. pambansang epal!..wahahaha

ngaun andito ako sa meralco..naglalakadlakadan! wala na kasi akong pera! heller na rape ako nung isang araw eh..simot.. wala na akong cellphone, nawala din ung bifold wallet ko! pati ung relo kong pinakamamahal ko sa lahat..tae.. dibale mamalasin din ung mga hinayupak na un..madadale din sila ni robocop!

tae..anu pa kaya mangyayare sa araw ko ngaun..magbabayad pa pala ako sa pldt! pero mukhang hindi na ako makakapagbayad..kasi cutoff time na eh...bukas na lang..nyahaha
pero baka hindi ko din mabayaran kasi mageenroll nga pala ako.. haay..namimis ko na ung mga tao sa buhay ko... san na kaya sila?..ok lang kaya sila? walang gana eh...

i wish andito xa..(da who"?)..secret..basta xa.. tanging ako lang ang nakakaalam nun!! nyahaha! sana magonline xa..ewan ko ba kung baket sa dami2 ng mga close friends ko dito...ung pinaka love ko pa ang palaging nawawala... sana ung mga binubuild up ko na friends hindi umalis..malungkot kasi eh. im cursed!! what tha!!!

wala pa akong pera..takte..

panu na kaya to!!?

mis ko na si oink

mis ko na si d

at xempre ikaw*

serbey

2006-04-13T10:34:00.001-07:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Solomon david H. Suyo
Birthday:	JUNE 23 1986
Birthplace:	manila
Current Location:	marikina city
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	black as hell
Height:	5-4
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right handed
Your Heritage:	heritage? sementeryo yun ah?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	VANS..
Your Weakness:	babae
Your Fears:	Death..losin loved ones
Your Perfect Pizza:	manhattan meat lovers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	graduate
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	pongk!!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	what time is it ?
Your Best Physical Feature:	8===D
Your Bedtime:	random...
Your Most Missed Memory:	masyadong madami
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	macdonalds
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	wala...korni
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate!
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	yes..but not much
Do you Swear:	nope!!
Do you Sing:	yes...
Do you Shower Daily:	yes!!
Have you Been in Love:	yes..
Do you want to go to College:	im in college
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	yes...mucho
Do you get Motion Sickness:	hindi..
Do you think you are Attractive:	yes//
Are you a Health Freak:	hindi
Do you get along with your Parents:	yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	drums and guitars
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope..never
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope..wlang ganun dito ngaun ! haha
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	hindi p namn
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	hindi uso dito
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	hindi
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	hindi..subukan nila
Ever been Beaten up:	hindi pa..subukan din nila
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	heroic
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	astronot!!
What country would you most like to Visit:	south korea..USA!
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	brown..emerald green
Favourite Hair Color:	black
Short or Long Hair:	longhair
Height:	5feet to 5-4
Weight:	uhm.. depende sa height nila..dapat in proportion
Best Clothing Style:	casual..madaling alisin..
Number of Drugs I have taken:	mdami dami na din
Number of CDs I own:	ewan
Number of Piercings:	wala
Number of Tattoos:	wala
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	wala
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

ikaw

2006-03-29T06:47:00.000-08:00

pagkagising ko... ikaw

inayos ko ang kama ko... ikaw

kumuha ako ng damit, naligo, nagbihis, nagsuklay... ikaw

pagkakain ko naghugas ako ng pinggan...ikaw

nagitara nagdrums nagbike nagburn ng cd... ikaw

pagkauwi ko naginternet

nagdownload ng GP files

naghanap ng lyrics

nagfriendster

nagtext

nag yahoo mail.com

nag blogger.com

ang katapusan ?

ikaw parin.

puro na lang ikaw. ako kaya kelan?

cguro maxado kitang minahal.

kaya pati itong blog na to ay puro ikaw

hindi ko man binanggit na "ikaw"

ang dulo nyan para sa "ikaw"

lahat ng paghihirap ko ang dahilan ay ikaw

pati pangarap ko at hangarin para sa ikaw

baket ikaw?

baka kasi talagang ikaw?

ang kulang na lang ikaw

kaso ang ikaw hindi pa pwede

ang tanging magagawa ko ay maghintay ng ikaw

ikaw talaga.baket hindi mo ipaglaban?

mahal ako ng ikaw.

alam ko. kasi pinaramdam ng ikaw.

tandaan mo ikaw lang.

i love ikaw

hindi ko alam

2006-03-25T07:28:00.000-08:00

hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko sa buhay kong ito.
natapos ang araw ko ng ganun lang. parang resident evil.. "NOTHING SPECIAL"
kain tulog kalang dota inom ... ayan!

from 2am kahapon hanggang 10am tulog ako.. as usual hindi ako nakapagsimba
nagising na lang ako sa mga text ni dimple na ubod ng dame.. manang mana sa ate.
ang masasabi ko alng makapatid nga sila. pagising ko dumating na sina mami. kumain kami tapos naghugas na ako ng pinggan.

pagkatapos nun (1 afternoon)

pumunta na ako kina atik, kumalang ako dun. nanood kami ng dvd nina petrucci at ng dimmu borgir. kaso ang problema bumuhos si haring ulan. nasamahan pa ng masarap na simoy ng hangin... **BOOOOGG** ano ibig sabihin nun?///

TOOLOG!!! tulog si mokong,

pagkagising ko kumpleto na ata ang barkada, ready to take off. (5pm)

530pm

andun na kami sa itlog. may hinihintay kasi kami na kapustahan. hindi naman sila sumipot. mga bakla kasi ung mga un eh.punyeta sila.grabe dami ko problema.nagtampo pa si dimpletskiedoodles.pagkatapos nya akong tawaging honey sabay galit na agad. ang mga babae talaga..wahaha.. naubos ang oras dun nang hindi namin napapansin.11pm na kami nag take off..

ngaun 1130 andito na kami kina isda.
hindi ko pa alam kung uuwi ako o hindi.

bukas na lang ah. may makikicheck ng friendster eh,

at least im happy for this day!! =)

i miss you
i miss you
miss ko na kayo!

ang detalye...

2006-03-25T02:08:00.000-08:00

at kasalukuyang lumilipas ang panahon

at ang napangako kong detalye ay wala parin

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sempre..ako pa ?

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tamad ako eh...

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nyahaha

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dibale pagka sinipag na

congratskiedoodles

2006-03-24T04:17:00.000-08:00

congrats ! sabi ko. nagbye na din ako para ok na

biglang

HOY ! halika nga dito. sabi ni mamita. UPO! *at umupo naman ako*
cge interviewhin yan!

at tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy-tuloy

na silang gumisa sa akin...

pero ok lang! masaya namana ko

sa bahay ko na lang ilalagay ang mga detalye

lagay ko muna sa notepad para libre... kinikilo oras dito e.

p.s.

salamat sa mga kupal na nangiwan.seyp ako!

tickle test !

2006-03-21T22:10:00.000-08:00

Your true color is Yellow!

You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

What's Your True Color?

Brought to you by Tickle

.....nawawala....nawawala...

2006-03-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

nawawala nanaman ang direksyon ko....
parang walang papasa ah...

katay katay na ako sa april...
no idea ako sa mangyayare...

dadating pa si jerpats..
kimote

quite not sure

2006-03-12T18:04:00.000-08:00

im not quite sure of what will happen in the next season

i feel lost... abandoned ..im a stray

can someone help me?

is heaven still there

whom shall i call?

god?

i hope this deja vu fades in time

i hope that time is now

fuck it !!!

...

2006-03-07T17:57:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
naiinis na ako !!!GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

sa mga nakalipas

2006-03-02T18:19:00.000-08:00

PONGK!! PONGK !! POONGKK!!!

2006-02-14T20:12:00.000-08:00

... (^~^),,, nangangasim tyan ko...

hindi pa ako kumakain,,,
hindi pa ako makakain,,,
wala akong pangkain,,,

my blade thirsts...

nyak...

pagnabasa mo to,.,,. malalaman mo na namis kita.,. (@_@) <-- gets ???

oha!? oha!?

2006-02-08T17:46:00.000-08:00

I'm sad

Very sad

It's INHUMAN !!!

LAY THIS TO REST !!!!

2006-01-30T18:47:00.000-08:00

Smother another failure,
lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself.

hey matty

2006-01-28T03:45:00.000-08:00

oiauwnd,anckjxhcywqanmdluqpw..

ndi ko alam sasabihin ko....

im hopeless//

Naka- Satanic ako!!

2005-12-15T18:19:00.000-08:00

im just wondering if this satanic item helps or not...

nakasatanic ako ! dahil jan pansamantalang nawalan ng direksyon ang buhay ko.
As a result eto ang epek ! :

Hindi ako pumapasok sa mga subjects ko.
Hindi ako nagaaral
Naadik nanaman ang bata sa gudang
Natuto nanaman xang uminom
Puro lakwatsa ang inaatupag
Laro ng laro ng DotA
Laro din ng laro ng X HERO siege
Hindi na kumakain ng Almusal sa bahay
Hindi na umuuwi sa bahay
Kain tulog Gala ang alam
Nahilig nanaman sa junk foods
Umiinom nanaman ng soft drinks
hindi na nagvivitamins
Puro kalokohan ang alam
walang inatupag kundi magtext
Nagpupuyat
Hindi naglilinis ng Kwarto at ng studio
Hindi na papamaintain ang bike
walang pakealam sa mga possibleng mangyari
Walang gana

Yan ang satanic LAKAS ! but now..im just trying to get my life back !!!

ineedurHELP!!

Death prophet

2005-12-09T17:26:00.000-08:00

just minutes away from 10, another story will start.
a story about my life. the life of a bum.

i just woke up. i feel hunger, anger, and i feel very curious about things.
i feel that i dont have a chance, and i think "he" wont give me a chance at her.

These were the kind of days that i never ever wanted to wake up, but what can i do.
it is fuckin planned.

well, i'm just always just hoping for the best of things.

Sana naman!! please lang! minsan lang to!

six !!!

2005-12-07T08:10:00.000-08:00

i am the one who dwells within !!!

one

two

three

four

five

SIX !!!!!

tangna adik!!!!
a must watch movie !!! the exorcism of emily rose!!!

MAe DAY !!

2005-12-04T05:17:00.000-08:00

mae day mae day!

Sana everyday is maeday.
Bukas may pasok nanaman. bakbakan sa skul kahit hanggang 12nn lang ang klase ko.
Maaga nanaman akong gigising dapat nakatayo na ako ng 5:15 ng umaga para makapag ayos para sa pagpasok sa iskwela!. Biochem lab, Quianti lec , SCL-3 DISMISSAL !

alam mo ba gusto ko sana sunduin ka. kaso wala akong pera eh. magbabayad pa ako ng ganito ng ganyan, Maybe sa mga susunod na araw na lang. hindi muna kita makakausap kasi as stated above wala akong pera. which means walang pang-load. At dahil jan marami rami nanaman ang mga taong mamimiss ko bukod sau. buti na lang meron akong pic mo! wahaha. safe!/

you owe me one. next time ko na lang babawiin pag maluwag na sked ko.
Sana lumuwag, kasi pharmacy week naman ngaun incoming week. Sana onti lang class ko ngaun. tamad na tamad na talaga akong pumasok. paampon naman.,

mis na mis na mis na talaga kita. alam mo naman diba? palagi ko sau sinasabe e.
nalulungkot nga ako ngaun, kasi hindi kita makausap. busy tayo pareho. dami ka ginagawa meron din naman akong mga responsibilidades dito,. shet..

kelan pa kaya yung oras na inaasamasam ko, gusto kita yakapin sa mga oras na to.

Whattathoom

2005-12-01T23:11:00.000-08:00

Whattathoom!!! papa piolo and friends !!!

txtnonstop25

2005-12-01T17:21:00.000-08:00

gusto mo ng unlimited texts?///

just key in txtnonstop25 and send to 2870. two days yan unlimited texts. ok diba?
pero mas ok kung meron kang katext(s).

Ilang linggo ko na din syang katext.Mula umaga hanggang sa pagtulog.Sa pagbangon hanggang sa pagidlip, "katext ko xa". Nakilala ko lang siya sa bahay ng barkada ko.
kaibigan niya kasi ung kapatid ng barkada ko. cute xa, maputi,medyo mahaba ang buhok at medyo malaman. Just my type!.

Dati tinitignan tignan ko lang xa sa bahay ng barkada ko.sabi ko pa nga "aba ayus un ah"..sabay hirit ng WAZENG!..nyahaha. kalokohan ko talaga. Tapos napapadalas nagngingitian kami, lalo na pagbibili ako ng JAZ o kaya Rc..o kaya ang paborito kong CREAMY GARLIC!..the best. Yan tuloy napapadalas akong mag softdrinks dahil sau. At higit sa lahat napapagastos ako!..
Pero ok lang! kapalit naman nun eh ung mga ngiti mo.*sweet*..

dun lang sa mga pagkakataon na yun kita nakakausap. hanggang sa mawala ang cellphone ko.Bumili ako ng bago, walang laman na numero at mga messages. ANo ang plano!?

KUMALANG NG SIM! nyahaha..

The plan was perfect! andun lahat ng kailangan ko. mula sa quotes na planadong isesend at ang pinakamahalaga ! ang no. mo. hehe! Tapos nun! ok na !! load na lang ang kulang sa cell ko at ang tamang timing.

JUDGEMENTDAY!

tinext kita..successfully nagreply ka wuhoo!! yeah..right on!

tapos nun.Walang humpay na ligaya sa twing magtetext ka sakin ng:

ELO!
GOOD AM! :)
take care!
hello!
:)
nytie!
!?!?
nasa skul ka na?
wat tym ka pasok?
e uwi mo?
ingat ka!

GRABE.. Sulet ang GLOBE!

Go Ahead

2005-11-29T18:03:00.001-08:00

GO AHEAD !?...what the heck???...

SITUATION : Two abnormal being having a chitchat over the line

LEGEND:
B- BOY
G- GIRL

scene:both are in an arguement!! as always!Ü

B: cge nga ! pamukha mo sakin!

G: talaga!..sandali lang hahanapin ko sa phone ko!

B: Bilis ! GO AHEAd (?)

G: HUH?! go ahead?.. ah ganun pala ah...paano mo nalaman ?>

B: ano?. takte ang gulo mo kausap!

G: eh cadet lingo un e!

B: ah Ewan ko sayo!!! puro ka pauso! tsaka paano ko malalaman yan hindi mo naman tinuturo

G: eh totoo naman eh,tsaka ayoko nga advantage ko un eh!! grrr!

B: aba eh malay ko ba...sinabi ko lang kasi sabi ipakita mo nga sakin ung sinasabi mo ..

G: kaya nga!

B: kaya nga din..eh ang bagal mo eh..mukhang nagpapalusot ka pa!..kaya sabi ko go ahead pamukha mo sakin yung sinasabi mo..!! db?

G:..ah basta! (ayaw patalo)

*** whatever happened in this conversation...wag mo nang alamin..ok!?
wala kang mapapala..

mental madness

2005-11-27T22:49:00.000-08:00

This day is definetly over!...
It was great..
i get to see a lot of great bands and people with lots of great gifts.
The best part was "it's free"

Tangina!! FUCKIN' METAL!!
IM MAD!!!

galing kami sa metal madness(mayrics)..nagsimula ang gig ng 9pm at natapos un ng 230am na..fuck ang lupet ng mga banda..lalo na ung eternal now.nasulet ko ang gabi ko.

ikaw na lang ang kulang.kumpleto na buhay ko.

Hindi ko maintindihan talaga, minsan ganito minsan ganyan!
What the fuck happened/?...para akong nabagok.
pagising ko parte ka na ng buhay ko.

bigfuck.ang dumi basahin ng entry na to..tangina puro mura..FUck dito Fuck jan..fuck doon..FUck ALL!!

putangina,sira na ata buhay ko ah.sana di ko na lang nakilala ang taong sisira sakin.i regret everything.i may bad at these times/. isipin mo na lang.ure the worst of our kind..fucker!

bullshit tong entry nato..wag nyo nang pansinin.tangina.badtrip lang ako ngaun.kanina hindi..
sana bukas wala na to..kung hindi sira na ang buong araw ko. dadagdag ka pa sa iisipin ko.tangina.

fuck sunday na ngaun.pero wala parin ako sa katinuan ko.tangina.walang gana yung katawan ko kumilos.Wala pa akong matinong tulog! sabog sabog all the way eh!..

saktong sakto! deactivated na ung unlimited ko sa globe..pakshet!lahat na ata ng kamalasan eh andito na.
tapos yung banda ko pa(maze)...nakakawalang gana. hindi ko trip yung tugtugan.. nag evolve na nga ata talaga ako e.

Gusto ko nang magsettle sa isang matino at well established na banda!. yung tipong may maaabsorb ako sa kanila.tangina sa totoo lang tinatamad na ako sa iba kong band. hindi ko na trip yung ganun ganun lang.. nanghihinayang talaga ako sa curse. yun yung gusto kong banda e.dibale next week ok na un!..the dead shall rise again!.

pero kahit paano, nagtitiis ako sa mga bagay na andito na.
Lagi na lang.nakakasawa na kasi eh. Sana pagtulog ko mamaya...mawala na lahat ng mga isiping ito. Sana maging ok na pagising ko. Pansin ko kasi masyado akong naapektuhan ng mga iniisip ko. Tama ung cosmo palm.
Emotions dictate my actions!..hell of a truth!!!

tapos nadedepress pa ako..kasi pakiramdam ko hindi na ako nagiimprove sa pagddrums ko.tangina kasing pedal to eh! bulok!! gusto ko nang magkaroon ng bagong double pedal!!!
Yung high end!! yung eliminator o kaya IC !! tangina!!

Sawa na ako sa buhay kong to!!!pakshet!!!
Dominated pa yung utak ko ng dalawang career.
Pareho pang hindi ko maintindihan kung paano gagawin ko.
At kung meron at kung kelan ko gagawin.shet! ano ba ito!! tanginang sinaing yan!.sunog nanaman!!

2005-11-23T02:05:00.000-08:00

Revenge
I'm screaming revenge again
Wrong I've been wrong for far too long
Been constantly so frustrated I've moved mountains with less
When I channel my hate to productive
I don't find it hard to impress

Bones in traction Hands break to hone raw energy
Bold and disastrous
My ears can't hear what you say to me

Hold your mouth for the war
Use it for what isn't for
Speak the truth about me

Determined
Possessed I feel a conquering will down inside me
Strength
The strength of many to crush
Who might stop me
My strength is in number
And my soul lies in every one

The releasing of anger can better any medicine under the sun
There comes a time within everyone to close your eyes to what's real
No comprehension to fail I vacuum the wind for my sail
Can't be the rest Let others waste my time
Owning success is the bottom line. Like a knife into flesh After life is to death
Pulling and punching the rest of duration

NO ONE can piss on this determination

Take me TAke me!!!

2005-11-21T06:08:00.000-08:00

Ang aga ko gumising kahapon mga 7am.

Pero hindi agad ako tumayo kasi ang sarap ng panahon,

medyo malamig ung hangin tapos parang pati ung mga daliri ko sa paa giniginaw.

Tumunganga muna ako hanggang mga 9am.

Tapos tinext ko agad kung tuloy ba yung lakad namin,

hindi siya nagreply.nagmiscol ako hindi parin nagreply.

Kaya pala walang load.taeng binilog. tinext ko na lang mommy nya,

ayun! sa wakas nagreply.

May sakit pala kaya hindi bumabangon!..

naguulcer-ulceran!...wahahaha pauso!. tapos salisi pala kami ng text nagtetext ako sa kanya gamit ung globe ko na sim. un pala nagtetext siya sakin sa sun ko..DIGOY!.

Nagdota muna ako isang laro lang. Scourge pinili ko (akasha) 5on5. Lahat insane!..

Nahirapan ako nung early game. napatay nga ako mga 2 beses eh.

kasi ang bilis maglevel up ng kalaban, somehow nakabawi ako.

hanggang sa lategame naging beyond godlike na ako.BIGTHAYM!...

natapos akong magdota ng mga 12:30 na! ..sabi ko!

" shet late na ata ako sa usapan namin ni uchie".

kamukatmukat ko tulog pa si loka.Nagmadali akong magayos para makalayas na.

Dumating ako sa kanila ng mga 2pm na ata. oo tama 2pm na un!..

tapos kumain muna kami kasi gutom pareho. tapos pahinga onti kasi masakit pa daw tyan nya.

di pa nga kami sure kung tuloy kami eh.Mayamaya lang ok na siya pero gutom parin.

ako din,

Nagpunta kami sa glorietta sa tulong ni kuya zaldy. ang official family driver.

Pagdating ng mall pinrioritize na namin ang pagkain. Iniorder ko xa ng pagkain nya pero ako hindi ako kumain. Ineexpect ko kasi na makakauwi agad ako e,

para makadalo sa weekly kain sa ilog. Pero hindi pala.Pinanood ko lang xa kumain.

habang pinipilit nya akong umorder ng pagkain ko. Pero "hindi mo ako mapipilit" ang sabi ko. kasi iniipon ko na ung gutom ko para sa kainan.(na hindi pala matutuloy).

Naghanap na kami ng pc shop.nakakita kami ng Power supply.ng malaman naming mura,

Bili agad! para ok na!...tapos nagtungo agad kami sa gilmore.

Nag MRT kami na sobrang sikip eh, di agad kami nakasakay.

next train nakasakay na kami buti na lang di na kasing sikip ng nauna.

ok na! malapit na kami sa Cubao. Nagtour kami sa cubao patungong Lrt,

dun kami dumaan sa looban ng gateway..wowowee! whattatrip!(patungong Gilmore)...

Nakaabot kami sa train na papuntang gilmore. Kakaiba parin talaga ang LRT..maluwag at maaliwalas.Pagdating ng Gilmore naghanap kami agad ng Videocard na kailangan.

Pucha wala na silang ganung part. luma na daw kasi un. sabay naalala namin namaeron palang ganung part sa glorietta, Pakshet.sayang pamasahe.

Bueno bumalik kami dun at binili namin. Tapos nagring ung phone ko. 14 times na pala tumatawag mom nya. Grabe nakakatakot. mukhang masasabon kami. Pero sabi nya ok naman daw.

umuwi na kami courtesy of kuya zaldy. As usual asaran to the max kami pag may private time.Puro walang kamatayang asar, buti na lang walang pikon..Banat dito banat duon. At alam na Hindi xa nagpapatalo. The great Justifier.! truth lover daw? ows?!> maniwala.

Pagdating ng bahay eh. kabado kami kasi baka bulyawan kami. pero salamat sa dios ok naman! safe!.. chineck ko agad ung parts. ininstall ko ok na! tapos the moment of truth.

shet hindi gumana ung power supply! takte! taeng binilog! ang theory...sira nga ang mother board.

SHET !!

kumain muna kami ng super pusit na pinirito. at ano pa malamang nagkwkwentuhan nanaman kami ng walang kamatayang mga kalokohan sa buhay.tapos nag palm reading kami.

medyo tama na parang hindi ang cosmo palm.halos pareho kami ng mga kapalaran.

GAstos problema stress puyat!..

kahit ganoon pa man ang nangyare.tinawanan na lang namin,nagkulitan na lang kami para malibang at makalimutan un problema namin sa pc na un!.

hyper na hyper ako mangulit sa kanya nung gabing yun.

ayoko syang patulugin wahaha!.. ganun lang nangyari hanggang dapuan kami ng antok.

napagod din ako sa pangungulit at pangingiliti. nakatulog kami at ang lamig ng gabi!

wala pa akong kumot! nagising ako ng mga 7-8am yata?!. pero dahil sa tamad mode nga ako eh, hindi agad ako gumising.

Nagpabanjingbanjing muna ako. hanggang sa bigla na lang siyang pumasok! yehey!

makakalabas na ako ng kwarto!wuhoo

nakiligo ako ng hindi nagpapalit ng damit.what an experience pero ok lang.COWBOY naman eh. pinagusapan namin kung paano gagawin. at nag proceed sa plan a. (which is papalitan ang powersupply)..plan b! wag nang isipin.magastos!

Pagdating sa mall. pinatignan ko kung ok naman ang PS. ok naman daw. shet sabi ko sa sarili ko..sira nga ang MB. fuck paano un?!.. parang maluha luha kami at untionting nadedrain. Kumuha agad kami ng pricelist para macalculate ang gagastusin in the future. takte nakakahiya. pero wala talaga akong magagawa eh, malas ng pc nya ganun. ayun! abot langit ang gagastusin..7k - 8k ang price ng replacement.

takte ang mahal nun..tsaka san kami kukuha ng ganung halaga!?.. sabi ko nga sa kanya willing naman akong pautangin xa kasi kailangan naman talaga nya, tsaka na lang nya bayaran.

what are friends for? kaso mukhang kulang parin talaga kaya wala kamingmagagawa sa ngaun.nagikot na lang kami sa mall at nagpuntang perfect pitch.

tumingin ako ng guitara kaso wala ung gusto ko.(bc rich warlock)... sayang!

Pagkatapos sa perfect pitch nagtungo na kami sa mcdo outlet kasi dun naghihintay si super zaldy. nilibre nya ako ng mcflurry tapos naghiwalay na kami para magsiuwi sa kanya-kanyang bahay.

(lungkot na ako) **

sumakay ako ng mrt ng walang gana.parang ayoko pang umuwi.gusto ko pang magstay kaso may mga kailangan akong gampanan sa bahay namin. kailangan kong magaral para sa mondayclass.

anyways!

Those days are fun!.nakakamiss nga eh.hanggang ngaun parang may kulang sa paligid ko.

namimiss ko si Roselle.aww,,(-,-)...

Masyado yata akong nasiyahan.parang ayaw ko na dito sa bahay namin ah.parang gusto ko nangmagpaampon!.kung pwede lang! my god!

2005-11-17T05:41:00.000-08:00

a heck of a day..
goodboy ako ngaun.. nacomplete ko ung araw sa skul na di ako nagcut ng class..o diba ang taray
basta sana magsunod sunod na ito..

tapos ang aga aga nakita ko si shane sa lrt..kaya aun ! dale ...may deal kami na ibibigay na nya sakin ung video na malupet.. at ayun nabigay naman nya sakin.. hindi ko muna tinignan.
pumasok muna ako sa loob ng uste para safe ang environment..

shet! pagkaview ko..ang ganda.. iba na xa ngaun..nagevolve.. panalo na xa ngaun. matured.. at higit sa lahat magaling.. o diba.,.

tapos wala lang..

pagkauwi ng bahat natulog lang ako hanggang sa magising ako sa mga tawag nila kano at jopat..
inaya nila ako sa mist..dahil may session si jopat... TERIYAKI !!!.. sad to say beef strips lang napala ko..tsaka ilang pirasong tofu..pakshet..

haha..

tapos diretso ako sa cepesihan..nakasabay ko pa nga pauwi si jesus eh...a long lost friend...wala lang.pagdating ko sa cepecihan nag internet ako.tapos ol si uchie.. grabe usapan namin,,. nagi pang drama session.. dramaton ..

buti na lang pinatawad nya ako sa mga bagay na di ko naman sinasadya..thank god!

yan lang! out!

Bestest dream ever!

2005-11-16T02:23:00.000-08:00

I hope that this dream was true

Foreword:

kasi yun na ata ang pinakamagandang panaginip na
napanaginipan ko.(sigh)parang napakatotoo nung panaginip na yun. buhay na buhay
yung mga character pati yung environment kuha, kaso may
mga bagay lang ako na ipinagtataka dun. may mga mali din
sa panaginip na un na ngaun ko lang naiisip na mali pala.

Dream:

Nagsimula ung panaginip na yun sa UST. Naglalakad ako sa
field tapos nakasalubong ko si amanterrorist. Nagusap kami
tapos napagisipan naman na maglarong dota.habang
naglalakad kami nakita namin si ged. inaya din namin sya.
tapos si neil, si jopat, si iklog,si atik at sunud sunod
nang naglitawan.Pero ang tanong, baket sila andun?..
hindi namn sila taga UST eh. bukod kay ged.tapos habang
naglalakad ako sa pathway. napansin ko na pitchblack ang
daan. cguro mga 830 pm na un. Eto din mali. ano naman ang
nagtulak sa mga totero na magpunta ng ust at mag dota sa
dapitan ng ganung ka late. so, habang naglalakad ako sa
field..wala akong malay sa direksyon kasi nga pitchblack ang daan..bale kinakapa ko lang ung mga bench para maka
punta sa dapitan ang labo...

Sweetspot:

eto na ung magandang part. Bukod sa Totero,
may isa pang dumating sa panaginip ko na di ko ineexpect.
papangalanan natin siyang "miss m".
habang binabaybay ko ang daan patungong dapitan.
nakasalubong ko siya. tanda ko pa naka sweater siya at
jeans tapos flipflops. may mga bitbit siyang paperbags na
agad ko naman kinuha para hindi sya mahirapan.habang
naglalakad nakalimutan ko na na kasama ko pala ang
tropa.wala na akong malay kung san sila napunta.

Back to Miss M:

pauwi na pala siya nun. Agad agad kong sinabi na "ah ganun
ba? cge hatid na kita". Wala siyang sinabi sakin. ang
naalala ko na lang eh yung mga matatamis nyang ngiti
sakin.(na mimiss ko na yung mga ngiti na yun na madalas
may kasamang haplos.)Habang naglalakad kami palabas ng
UST>>>(baket siya nasa UST eh hindi naman siya dun nag
aaral?)<<<>

At Home kami:

At last nakarating kami sa kanila. napansin ko Iba na ang
layout ng bahay.wala nang mataas na hagdan at naging isang
floor na lang.malawak ang garden pati lote nila. pero yun
parin ung lokasyon.Naisip ko asan na napunta yung iba ?..
wierd.(pero hindi ko naisip na panaginip yun)Pagdating namin sa kanila

<12:30am> nakita ko ang totero dun! syet! ano ginagawa nyo dito?

(misteryo na ito)..
paano nyo nalaman ang lugar na to?..
basta andun sila. nanonood ng TV, yung iba nagpapansit
canton. Napansin ko din madaming tao. may mga bisita sila,
parang may party nga eh.

Ang Mader:

Nakita ko si tita,(tita talaga tawag ko dun!)
nagkamustahan kami tapos tawanan biruan ng onti hanggang
marinig ko ang boses nya, tinatawag nya ako(andun siya sa
kwarto nya)+(paano ko naman nalaman ung mga kwarto dun?
bago ung bahay ah?)+(baka iyon ung bahay na sinasabi
nya?)+(parang may naalala ako na sinabi nya sakin na
bagong bahay ay lote pala)..baka nga ?!

Bedscene:

Agad akong nagtungo sa kwarto nya. nagulat na lang ako at
naka bra at panty lang siya.hindi na ako nagulat sa mala porselanang kutis nya.
Nag-aaply sya ng lotion sa katawan habang tinitiklop ko yung mga damit nya.
(damit?whats with it?) yun lang ginawa namin dun. Tinanggal nya
yung natitirang saplot, napansin ko na ang ganda ng hubog
ng katawan nya.Pink yung nipples nya at maganda ang tayo
ng sus* nya.pati yung buhok nya trim na trim.
inatasan na akong maglagay ng lotion sa kanya.Damn. Iba na
to... Tapos biglang bumukas ang pinto. Ayan na si mader!..
ang sabi nya sakin "solomon baka masobrahan naman sa
lotion yan!".. WAHAHA! baket gaunun ang reaction nya
samin?. sabi ni Ms.M,, ok lang mommy, maliligo naman ako
eh. suddenly she tilts her head towards me and
said".."solomon liguan mo ako ah". Siyempre wala akong
nasabi agad. napatunganga ako sa kanya habang nagmamake
face siya sa akin para sumagot ako ng "oo". Hindi naman
siya nabigo at nag "oo" ako.

Showers of Blessing:

Pinaliguan ko sya.tapos ako naman ang naligo.Her courtesy
naman. Praise god!.

Bedscene ulet:

Nagbihis kami.tapos maya-maya lang
sinabi nya sakin. oi dito ka na lang tulog, sabi ko ok!
pabor sakin yan.sabay kindat sa kanya. Naalala ko yung mga
totero nasa labas parin at nakikinig sa bandang
tumutugtog. Lumabas kami para manood din. Di ko mawari ang
mga tingin nila sakin. (hindi na ba kayo nasanay sakin)tapos andun si deriko.
sabi ko sa kanya ano? tugtog tayo?..sabay sabat si john rich, "panis satin yan!"

sabi ko oonga eh! wahaha.Tapos maya-maya lang pinaguusapan
na nila kami. mayroon silang gustong malaman saming
dalawa.Pero wala silang napala samin.Wahaha buti nga sa
inyo. dumating sa oras na sinabi ko sa kanila na "oi di na
ako sasama sa DOTA. dito ako pinapatulog ni mama eh" ,
sabi nila sakin sige next time na lang. umuwi na sila nun!
ang saya ko naman wala nag ibang distraction.Hinanap ko
agad si Ms.M.. andun siya sa kwarto, meron siyang
tinuturuan na mga bata. agad akong nagtaka "baket naman sa
ganitong oras pa yan? di ka ba napapagod?"..

Ending:

Hindi ko na pinakialaman ung ginagawa nya kasi obligado
naman siya dun eh.naglibot-libot ako sa lugar nila habang
nagtuturo siya sa mga bata. napuna ko na lang na nagriring
yung telepono ko. Nakalagay sa screen "apple". sinagot ko
ito. tapos nagpalusot para safe ako.tapos ok na. ang
ending ng panaginip na eto eh walang kwenta. kasi nagring
lang ulet yung cellphone ko.sinagot ko walang nagsasalita.

Back to Reality:

Bigla akong nagising!...Nagriring yung cell ko agad kong
sinagot.sabi ko hello!..pero wala akong hawak na
cellphone! DIGOY!!!.. tapos lumipas ang ilang minuto ng
pagmumuni muni.Nagising ako sa katotohanan na panaginip
nga iyon.

Conclusion:

ANG GANDANG PANAGINIP NAMAN NUN!!!!
Sana meron pa yun karugtong! pucha ! the best.pero bitin.

Lalo lang kita namiss.Masaya ako kahit papaano nagpapakita ka sakin, kinakausap
mo ako at malambing ka sakin. kahit sa panaginip lang un
ok naman!Sana magkatotoo ito. kasi sa panaginip lang kita
nakakasama.

Themesong:

POT-Panaginip